Today I am going to see another sleep center. This time I get to talk to a specialist, who is also a neurologist. I'm sort of excited this time, because now I am at the point where I just want to know what is wrong.... if there *is* anything wrong.
Except for a 2 hour nap yesterday afternoon, I have been awake for 36 hours. What am I?
tunez:
6.20.2008
sleep~wake
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subject: sleepy
6.18.2008
6.17.2008
the seventeenth
today i will do something i have never done before.
it will be a grand adventure.
i am new. watch me be.
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6.14.2008
viva la monkey
Once every year or so, I buy myself a new duvet cover for my down comforter. Well, a few weeks ago, I took the jersey knit cover off because it finally got too warm. That left me with the pink floral number that I bought on ebay three years ago:
I googled "monkey duvet". Not kidding. It's from target.com, and I believe you can also find it in stores. It was shipped out today, and I am obsessively checking the package tracker on UPS. I like that the design is one big picture, rather than a repeating pattern. Plus, who doesn't like an adorable monkey now and then?
I have come to the conclusion that someday I might have a husband, and we might have to do some compromising in the bedding department. For now, though, I shall live it up!
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subject: awesome things, picture posts
6.09.2008
Summer Wardrobe
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subject: web comics
6.02.2008
ten things I want to do before I'm thirty
- Own an orchid plant for at least a year without killing it
- Buy an amazing mattress
- Run a marathon
- Travel through Europe
- Wake up with the sun
- Swim in the Caribbean Sea
- Be somebody's boss
- Own a home
- Sell something I have created
- Learn to play an instrument
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subject: lists
Daisy Belle
This is Daisy Belle. I adopted her on my birthday. She lives at my mom's house, because I live in an apartment. She sleeps in my bed when I am not there. She is overweight... a pure flabrador retriever. We are friends.
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subject: family, me, picture posts
6.01.2008
Procrastinating... Again
The Spill Canvas
i had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
And the bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
i had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
to a whole new world that had since been in disguise
but that day will most likely never come for me
and it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are
so tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's taken everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
i had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
but your undecisive mind shows me that
you are "just another girl"
i had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel
but that day will most likely never come for me
and it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are
so tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's taken everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
i can honestly say
that i never, ever, ever felt this way
your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
these are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin
i can honestly say
that i never, ever, ever felt this way
your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
these are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin
i will sleep another day
i don't really need to anyway
what's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
i will breathe in a moment
as long as i keep my distance
i wouldn't want to go messing anything up
so don't go worrying about me
it's not like i think about you constantly
so maybe i do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
i knew it the moment you walked into the door
so don't go worrying about me
it's not like i think about you constantly
so maybe i do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
i knew it the moment you walked into the door
i'll let you get the best of me
because there's nothing else that i do well
i'll let you get the best of me
because there's nothing else that i do well
i'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
i guess that's how this one's gonna go
i'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
you've got me down on my knees and i proclaim
all hail the heartbreaker
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Now playing: The Spill Canvas - All Hail The Heartbreaker
via FoxyTunes
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subject: lyrics, relationships